I know you are going to read this at some point....

Jaclyn.

I posted a Xanga entry...just for you..lets see how long till you find it.

I Love You.

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Hello Jaclyn.

I Love You.

Wow, I'm bored. And, I just remembered I got a xanga. So, here I sit, writing in that very xanga.

But, no one really reads this, or checks to see if its been updated. Well, except for this kid named Jackie. I bet she would be surprised to know I updated. And who might this Jackie be that I speak of? Well, there is no point to answering that question, because she will be the only one to see this more than likely. And if anyone else does see it, and wants to know who she is, or just in case she forgot, I will clue you in.

Jackie is this girl from the outskirts of Boone County, and I love her very much. I'd say she already knows this, because, well she just does. Anywho, She is the greatest girl a guy could ever ask for, especially a guy like me. I'm not perfect, and I don't try to be. I couldn't if I wanted to. But, she loves me regardless. And, until we started dating, I couldnt have told you that I had the slightest clue of what love really is. Now, I still can not tell you. I cannot even put into words how I feel about her. It is nearly impossible to even come close to describing what love is. Sort of like when you want to see that person every time you can, and when you are not with them, they are all you can really think about. You want to be able to wake up every morning with them right next to you, and know that no matter what, they will always be right there by your side. Of course, this can not come close to describing what love really is.  All I know, and all that matters, is I know what it is, and I got it, and I cherish it every single moment of every single day.  Jaclyn Darnell, I love you more than anything in the world. Without you, it is hard to tell where I would even be right now. You are my everything, and you always will be.

What? An update on xanga? Hmm....there must be something out of the ordinary to cause such a thing.    Nope, not really. But, whos to say I cant write in here anyways? Anywho, Im doing work for class tomorrow. I have 2 reports to turn in...one of which is finished, the other one im gunna start on in a few minutes. College is gay, and as of right now its even gayer than high school. And anything gay should go to hell. I'm not gay, Im straight, so i dont hafta go to hell. I get to stay here for a while, and try to rid the world of gayness.....hahaha. and i can say all this because no one really reads this anyway, and those that do know how i feel about all this stuff, so its not like im offending anyone. But, just in case i do offend anyone, then i do not apologize. Because if you are offended you are probably gay, and you can go to hell. If you dont like me, fuck you. If you dont like my friends, fuck you. If you dont really like your own "friends", or you lie and go behind everyones back and do anything to hurt MY friends, then fuck you too. Go to hell, bitches.

Now then, that I got all the hate out of my system....I love you Jackie Darnell more than anything in the world! You are the greatest thing that ever happened to me.

I love you Jackie.